Lessons, Efforts and Games.

Days go by

i feel like I'm going insane

nothing can contain the thoughts in my head

here i lay writing in my bed

I miss the person you used to be

the one i could go to and tell anything

I like who I am, and I wont change

for you to even ask, is pretty brave

you were pretty much my best friend

you didn't care that it was near the end

when it went wrong it was always my fault

always up to me to fight my ass off
don't ever say i didn't care

my heart to you, I would always bare

you'd get mad at me and tell me to stop pushing

but when i didn't it wasn't enough

i always made the effort for you

you'd say things and never follow through

i learned my lesson to not get exited,
and don't get your hopes up

because off a cliff they will drop

I only wanted to go out and have fun

anti-social and nothing can be done

Intoxicated only to forget

but the aftermath, ill always regret

People say you're not worth the tears and pain

7 months, thrown away and its a shame

we were so crazy in love

It was an addiction to a perfect drug

You'd tell me to relax and calm down

you're the one who's always freaking out

The wall, to break it down you didn't care
Pretty bad, every time we talk i get scared

Gave me Guilt trips left and right
how were we ever so tight?!

You made me sad and called me names...

This stupid selfish psycho bitch...

is done playing your games!